Ahh. The madness is over! I am so relieved to finally have my Hmong wedding behind me. I was really hurt by a lot of things that happened and am still in the emotional recovery process. On the bright side, the last week was filled with tons of rest and cuddly moments with my two pups. They’re so cute! I love them to death. I have no idea what I would do without them.
A few months ago, I started having terrible nightmares, and allowed my dogs to sleep in my room to help ease me to sleep. Well, safe to say now, that they just love being in the same room as me every evening. Whenever I look at them, before falling asleep, I feel content.
Our office moved locations last week and I added a bunch of new plants to my desk space. I love it! I have foliage, succulents, orchids, rosemary, thyme and sage. It’s so nice being able to look at it throughout the day. I love that I can play to my senses throughout the day and it’s just nice to have a pop of greenery here and there.
Alright. I know you want me to talk about deeper stuff, the kind of stuff I usually talk about…. the kind of stuff that makes this blog, my blog. To be honest, my heart is in a fragile state right now and I’m processing a lot of complex questions and emotions. I’m just really happy to begin this next chapter of my life with my husband. We’ve waited so long to get to this point and we just want to share life together… the good, ugly, and the bad.
I think that one of the really amazing things about growing up, into maturity, and getting older – is the realization that you do not need to deal with anyone’s toxicity. For a long time I wanted certain people to love me. Then I grew up and realized … that’s not ever going to happen. All I can do is surround myself with good people and move on in life. It is the best decision I’ve ever made. My life is filled with so much happiness and joy.
There are always going to be people who are rooting for your failure. Don’t let it get to you and do not surround yourself with them. You deserve better. We all do.
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