There’s so much to do in these coming days. I feel like I haven’t had a break yet. Yikes. On the upside – a lot of movement is being made on all sides of wedding planning. Everything seems to be moving together much more logically then I initially anticipated. Which is weird. I think once I let go of my expectations – everything else seemed to work together smoother. There’s just a lot I can’t control for – and giving myself permission to let go of those worries, eased my anxieties.
How have you all been?
I think for me – I am blessed beyond means and am thankful that God always provides for me. I initially didn’t want this job/role/position but now that I’m in it – I understand it was His intentional plan for me to be here. This is where I’m meant to be at this point in my life. I am thankful and blessed beyond means for that. We often try to take charge of all aspects of our life – and it’s not helpful to us mentally, emotionally or psychologically. It’s not a bad thing to be in control of all aspects of your life but it’s also not realistic. Life is meant to have divets, upsides, and everything else. We are not robots. We are conscious, mistake-making, loving, angry, human beings.